ILLUSION
Everything
has happened and will be happen in the world has a reason. Whether
it's rational or irrational, whether it has a wanted reason or not.
That's happening with a girl 23 years old. Ennelis. She is a daughter
from the most famous businessman in her town. Her Daddy has abundant
wealth, his wealth was predicted never all over until his seventh
descent. That's not weird if Ennelis accustomed with glamour life.
Everything that she wants always she gets, because her father gives
it for her. But, only one that never she gets from her father, it is
affection. Ennelis spends her time in her room, she called “screet
garden”. After her mom passed
away, she never goes to school, she never works anymore. She just
collects an awkward doll. She likes it. She feels there are so many
friends in her screet garden. She just talks to the doll for along
day. Sometimes she forgets to eat, to take a bath, even to sleep.
It's sound odd habitual, but she has reason why she does it.
Ten
years ago.......
It was raining like a storm,
the sky seemed like angry to earth, lightning darting seemed like the
nature wouldn't be friend, the wheather was very unfriendly at that
time. Ennelis, 13 years old, was sleeping on her bed. But, the noise
outside bother her. She tried to ingnore her frightened. Sudden, the
terrifying wind blowed in her room through the window, and shake
easily all of furniture in her room. Praaakkkkk !!! It heard like a
something has fallen on the floor, Ennelis presumed to out from her
coverlet. She tried to find something has fallen caused the wind, it
turns out the family photos frame that has fallen a part on the
floor. In that photo, her mom seems like beautiful, her daddy seems
like handsome, both of them hugged Ennelis warmly. It wasone years
ago when Ennelis was twelve years old. Suddenly, the badly yearning
of her happiness pierced into her heart. Her chick was wet, the tears
run out from her eyes. She cried. She wanna the happiest moment in
her life come back in her family. There is no harmony in her family,
anymore. Since her daddy decided to marry again. None who explained
about it to Ennelis. She just saw that her mom cries and argument
with her daddy everyday. Ennelis, a little girl just silent blank
streses when it happened. Kreeeeeeekkkkkk !!! The door opened, the
sound of her door interrupt her fantasy. While Ennelis wiped her
tears from her cheek, she look toward to the door, it appear her mom
opened the door. Ennelis's mom looked like unusual, her face was
pale, gave a sign for Ennelis to follow her walked outside from room.
Enelis was following her mom from backside. The lihgting was sober,
it made Ennelis so difficult to see around, but she knew that her mom
invited her to the daddy's rading room. That was very unusual, her
mom didn't holding her hands. Ennelis tried to reach her mom's hand,
but she cannot.
Then, both Ennelis and her mom
were in a reading room.. At that night, her mom wore a white blouse,
her hair lefted untidy, and her eyes seemed swollen . If she had been
crying? Without expresion, her mom told about all of the true story
that happened in their family. It's too early for Ennelis knew about
complicated problem. She should enjoyed her adolescence whit
cherrfull, happiness, and full of affection from her parents. Her mom
took a book on the pile of books. From outside the book, it is looked
like ordinary book, but when her mom opened the book, there is a
gun. It turnend out that the book it's only imitative, actually it
for keeping gun. The gun was father's it suggesed to kill her mom. At
least, that told her mother. Ennelis frightened, she just silent, and
cried without sound when her mom threatened her with the gun. Her
mouth suddenly was mum to disenchant her mom's madness. Her eyes
closed, seemed resigned to receive what will happen. The creepy iron
touched her head. Cool, dark, silent, frightened ! Dooorrrr... !!!
That's sound explosion from the
gun. The noise was very loud so made all of the people who lived in
that home awoke. The gun spewed bullet, not to Ennelis's head but in
her mom's head. She suicided, and was passed away at that moment.
Ennelis found something weird in her mom's hand, her mom huged a
doll. But, whereit came from? And Ennelis took that doll.
Ennelis woke up from her bad
dream, the sun was shining warmly. The dream always come to her
sleep, it was passed but it felt happen on and on in her dream.
That's why, she felt so frightened when she went to bed. Ennelis
spends her time in her room, she didn't go to the school or went to
the work anymore. Oneday, she decided to find another activities in
outside because she felt bored. She walked away from her house alone.
None who accompenied her. She never felt like that so far. She walked
based on her conscience. When she sat on a bench in the garden,
downtown. She smile at her self, I t turned there are so many
happines in outside, chikdren played happily, the parents chitchat
with another parents, partly the people just reading a newspaper and
lunch together.
When Ennelis still enjoyed an
overview in front her, an unkwon man come to her. The man to the
point introduced her self to Ennelis. Ennelis seemed unfriendly, she
just nocomment when he was talked. He was called Josh. Almost a half
hour, Josh has been talking to the Ennelis, and Ennelis still silent.
Josh stoped to talk and looked at Ennelis.
“What do you want?”,
Ennelis asked to Josh.
“Finally you are talking.”,
Josh felt so relieved.
“What do you want?”, asked
Ennelis again.
“Nothing, I just wanna be
your friend”, Josh smiled at Ennelis. Ennelis no expresion.
“I wanna u go away from my
eyes ! “, said Ennelis angry.
“ Ok, I will go, but
tomorrow you have to date with me !”.
“Are u crazy ? I don' t know
you , you even don't know me ! How come we go date together?”,
Ennelis angry.
“I know you, Ennelis.....”,
“How come you know my
name?”, Ennelis was expected.
“Not only your name, but
also your dad.” said Josh.
“How come? Don't tell wast
story to me,” Enelis bring her bag and let Josh alone, but Josh
wont
“Your father married with my
mom long long ago, it means i'm your step brother, actually i've been
spying you, it around ten years ago, I just wanna know who is my new
dad, he never tell anything to me about previous family, and after I
am stalking, I know you.” Josh told without Ennelis permission.
“What for you spy my
family?”, Ennelis looked at to Josh.
“I wanna make sure that my
mom marry with right people, and make sure that my mom happy with her
choose.” said Josh.
“And as your expection, your
mom live with my dad happily ? But not for my family, my mom
despreted about it, and decided to suicide. And me,,,,i don't
know,,,,!”, Ennelis cried.
“I'm so sorry, but I don't
know if your mom suicide. Sorry....”, Josh felt so guilty.
“I wanna redeem my guilty
all this time, give me opportunity.” asked Josh
“You and your mom never get
back my happiness like before.” Ennelis went away from Josh
quickly.
Josh just felt so guilty to
Ennelis's family. He wanna gave Ennelis happiness liked her dad gave
before.
Next day, Josh saw Ennelis in
the garden and sat on the same bench. She seemed like read a book.
Josh wont to disturb her time, she just saw Ennelis from his side .
He spied Ennelis everyday. Until oneday Josh decided to meet Ennelis
in the same place like before. At this time Ennelis keeped calm and
let Josh sat on her side. John talked more than before, Enneliss too.
Both of them tried to share anything, Ennelis and Josh laugh
together, they get closer. They spend their time together. They was
doing everything together. Now, Ennelis has a friend. Her life not
dark again, she has new collors not only black or white, but also
colorfull, she called Josh. Ennelis fallen in love with Josh, Josh
too. But they know that they never can live together like a lover,
because they are brothers.
Ennelis's life has changed
because Josh, there is no weird habitual, no colected awkward doll
again, there is no sadness again. One evening when Ennelis went to
bed, she doesn't found her doll. One of collectin doll. The doll
which hugged by her mom. Why the doll suddenly lost? She never
brought the doll out from her room, who was steal?Ennelis looked for
to other side, but there is no result. She was sad. The doll
accompanied her as long as her mom passed away now the doll lost.
On other hand, her dad now
that Ennelis got closer with Josh, more than brothers, but it seemed
like a lover. Her dad very angry, Ennelis banned to meet Josh vice
versa with josh. Her dad just gave her sadness,he doesn't care about
her happiness. Josh the only one who restore her happiness, and now
her dad snatched it from her. Ennelis couldn't to struggle her love
again. And one big dream to life with Josh was only dream. Ennelis
broken heart. There is no happines in her life, all of back to the
dark. Ennelis hopeless,she thought that her life useless. Her mom was
passed away, her dad don't care, Josh went away from her because her
dad banned Josh met Ennelis.
One night, Ennelis with her
sadness looked the moon, the moon seemed invited Ennelis to fly away
to the moon. Ennelis felt so comfort, she saw her mom was fly
beautifully to the moon, unconscious Ennelis stepped forward, as if
her mom invited her to fly away with her. Ennelis flight away not to
the moon but to the earth. She has fallen from her room that fourth
floor. Ennelis passed away. All people suggesed that Ennelis
suicided. In her room Ennelis hoped that none got experience same as
with her. Let only her that did it !
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